Monday, January 31, 2011

Thursday, January 27, 2011



 I was blessed by a link to this fascinating documentary on the No Greater Joy website, and found the blessed testimony of the Stoltzfus family on their conversion and salvation. The documentary is informative and interesting about the Amish way of life but is saddening because of the legalism and turning away from the basic principles of Scripture in the Amish chuch, for " teaching as doctrines the commandments of men." (Matthew 15:9)  They have been persecuting those who have discovered the truth, when their Anabaptist origin was one of being persecuted for their faith. I pray that many more Amish will come to know Yeshua as they can be such a glorious testimony of God to the unsaved world by the way they live.

Here is an article by No Greater Joy about their experience with Amish believers: 

Plus, the No Greater Joy Ministry is giving out free downloads of Mr. Michael Pearl's preaching (2 and a half days worth) to the plain people for free to all until the end of February. I have yet to listen to them yet.

Linked is the audio testimony of the Stoltzfus family, based on Ezekiel 36:25-28, how God saved them from legalism, pretense, self-righteousness, condemnation, etc. and changed their lives. Their experience of salvation is a great testimony for the glory of YHWH. I would recommend this for you to listen. It is taken from their website, "Trouble in Amish Paradise"



Ezekiel 36:25-28 (New King James Version)

25 Then I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean; I will cleanse you from all your filthiness and from all your idols. 26 I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. 27 I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them. 28Then you shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; you shall be My people, and I will be your God.



And here is the scripture song for that passage word-for-word, written by my Mummy!


Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Anyone's read Leonard Ravenhill's new biography?

Leonard Ravenhill Biography . I haven't bought it or got it yet, but I really enjoy his sermons and books.


Leonard Ravenhill Biography: In Light of Eternity from I'll Be Honest on Vimeo.


tozer
A. W. TOZER
Those who know of Leonard Ravenhill recognize in him the religious specialist, the man sent from God to battle the priests of Baal on their own mountain top, to shame the careless priest at the altar, to face the false prophet, and to warn the people who are being led astray by him. Such a man as this is not an easy companion. He insists on being a Christian all the time and everywhere. That marks him out as different. Why do we have men of such fiery swords as Ravenhill? They are sick inside when they see the children of heaven acting like the sons of earth. To such men as these, the church owes a debt too heavy to pay.
Paul Washer
PAUL WASHER
I was introduced to Leonard Ravenhill at the very beginning of my Christian pilgrimage and the impact of his life upon mine remains until this day. He lived as one who dwelt in the shadow of the Almighty and he preached as one sent from God. He knew God's presence, wore His mantle, bore His burdens, and spoke His truth. He was the rarest of commodities in his day and ours - a man of God.
David Wilkerson
DAVID WILKERSON
Leonard Ravenhill was one of the few men I have ever known who was a true prophet. I am glad this book has finally been written.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Free E-book!

I'm very excited as, to YHWH's glory alone, I have discovered, among others, some of Mr. Art Katz's books for reading free online, among them, The Mystery of Israel and the Church. I hope you will find these links every useful, I will indeed will! Thank God!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Monday, January 10, 2011




The "Shema" is an essential credo of faith and far more. I find it so meaningful, and it means lot to me. It is discipline and a wise one to recite the Shema every day, when I awake and when I sleep. I don't recite as liturgy or just mindlessly do it, but here's why I found the reciting this portion of Scripture and proclaiming the truth of YHWH into my life is so benefitial.

1) "Shema Israel" - Hear O Israel!
A call, a call to Israel and to all of God's Chosen People to hear, to listen, and to heed the Word of YHWH God.

2) "YHWH our God, YHWH is one"
The acknowledge and declaration of YHWH as God, and His unity and oneness. I proclaim YHWH as our God, my God, and I proclaim His glorious holy and majectic name, the Only name that brings salvation and life, the Name above all names.

3) "You shall love," with all your heart, soul, and strength. With everything I am. I begin each day to surrender my life, my heart, my mind, my will, my emotions, my strength, and all my being to the Lordship of Yeshua,

Romans 12:1-2 1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. 2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

It is a wondrous thing to begin each day with a confession of faith in YHWH and a total dedication of my life to Him as a holy, living, sacrifice.

1 Peter 2:4 4 Coming to Him as to a living stone, rejected indeed by men, but chosen by God and precious, 5 you also, as living stones, are being built up a spiritual house, a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ 

Note: "Through Yeshua the Messiah". Only through Him, because He was the once-for all perfect sacrifice, the Passover lamb, the total burnt offering that cleansed us once and for all.

I want to confess every day, as the Shema says, I love You and You alone, YHWH, with all my heart, soul, and strength. I want to live every day in Your will and for YOu glory. I want to be made into yOur image and conformed to your likeness. I want You and You alone.
Adonai, adonai echad.

4) These Words (ten words... the ten commandments. Also means all of YHWH's words and not man's words. ) which I command you today, shall be in YOur heart. Yes, the torah, the mitzvahs, and all the Word of YHWH as revealed to man. This was a foreshadowing of the New Covenant:

John 17: 17 Sanctify them by Your truth. Your word is truth. 


Jeremiah 31:3-34 But this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel after those days, says the LORD: I will put My law in their minds, and write it on their hearts; and I will be their God, and they shall be My people. 34 No more shall every man teach his neighbor, and every man his brother, saying, ‘Know the LORD,’ for they all shall know Me, from the least of them to the greatest of them, says the LORD. For I will forgive their iniquity, and their sin I will remember no more.”

Ezekiel 36: 27 I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will keep My judgments and do them. 


"Write it on their hearts." "Put My Spirit within you...cause you to walk in MY statures..."

5) "You shall teach them dilligently...talk of them..." I have to learn them dilligently. When I sit down, rise up, walk, and lie down.

Joshua 1:8 This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success.


Psalm 1: Blessed is the man...his delight is in the law of the LORD, And in His law he meditates day and night...whatever he does shall prosper. 
         

To meditate and live IN YHWH's sovereign word (firman) is life and life abundant!


6) To bind them as a sign on my forehead and on my arm, I don't do literally (as in with tefillin). More important to me is that I always keep them before my eyes, meditate them in my mind, and do them and heed them my my actions (hands).

7) "Write... doorposts... gates." In my going out and coming in, to always remember.


Conclusion: 

Mark 12:28-30
28 Then one of the scribes came, and having heard them reasoning together, perceiving[a] that He had answered them well, asked Him, “Which is the first commandment of all?” 
29 Jesus answered him, “The first of all the commandments is: ‘Hear, O Israel, the LORD our God, the LORD is one. 30 And you shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’


John 14: 15-18, 23-24 
   
15 “If you love Me, keep[d] My commandments. 16 And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He may abide with you forever— 17 the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him; but you know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you. 18 I will not leave you orphans; I will come to you.


23 Jesus answered and said to him, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him. 24 He who does not love Me does not keep My words; and the word which you hear is not Mine but the Father’s who sent Me.


1 John 2: 3-11


3 Now by this we know that we know Him, if we keep His commandments. 4 He who says, “I know Him,” and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him. 5 But whoever keeps His word, truly the love of God is perfected in him. By this we know that we are in Him. 6 He who says he abides in Him ought himself also to walk just as He walked. 
7 Brethren,[a] I write no new commandment to you, but an old commandment which you have had from the beginning. The old commandment is the word which you heard from the beginning.[b] 8 Again, a new commandment I write to you, which thing is true in Him and in you, because the darkness is passing away, and the true light is already shining. 
9 He who says he is in the light, and hates his brother, is in darkness until now. 10 He who loves his brother abides in the light, and there is no cause for stumbling in him. 11 But he who hates his brother is in darkness and walks in darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes.


Love is the essence of the law.

(Colossians 3:14 The Scriptures 1998+)  But above all these put on love, which is a bond of the perfection.
Love is of God. The very essence of the Law is to Love YHWH and love our brethren. 

We cannot do this in ourselves. It is completely anthetical to sinful human nature, for we are naturally lovers of ourselves. We need the cross. The Cross of Yeshua the Messiah was the ultimate act of God's mercy and undeserved love. When we are in Christ, when we take up our cross to follow Him, we live in His love, and we love others. As Yeshua loved us, so we ought to love one another. Love is the promise of the new covenant. It is a covenant of love, the supreme, boundless, love of God.

(John 3:16 The Scriptures 1998+)  “For Elohim so loved the world that He gave His only brought-forth Son, so that everyone who believes in Him should not perish but possess everlasting life.

As He loved us, He gave us the love to Love Him, and with the love He gave us, we love each other.

For this reason I bow my knees to the Father of our Master Yeshua Messiah, from whom all fatherhood1 in the heavens and earth is named, in order that He might give you, according to the riches of His esteem by power, to be strengthened in the inner man, through His Spirit, that the Messiah might dwell in your hearts1 through belief – having become rooted and grounded in love,  in order that you might be strengthened to firmly grasp, with all the set-apart ones, what is the width and length and depth and height, to know the love of Messiah which surpasses knowledge, in order that you might be filled to all the completeness of Elohim. And to Him who is able to do exceedingly above what we ask or think, according to the power that is working in us, to Him be esteem in the assembly by Messiah Yeshua unto all generations, for ever and ever. Amen. 
(Ephesians 3:14-21 The Scriptures 1998+)




Deu 7:9  “And you shall know that YHWH your Elohim, He is Elohim, the trustworthy El guarding covenant and kindness for a thousand generations with those who love Him, and those who guard His commands, 


Deu 10:12  “And now, Yisra’el, what is YHWH your Elohim asking of you, but to fear YHWH your Elohim, to walk in all His ways and to love Him, and to serve YHWH your Elohim with all your heart and with all your being, 


Deu 13:3  do not listen to the words of that prophet or that dreamer of dreams, for YHWH your Elohim is trying you to know whether you love YHWH your Elohim with all your heart and with all your being. 


1Jn 5:3  For this is the love for Elohim, that we guard His commands,1 and His commands are not heavy, 


1Jn 4:10  In this is love, not that we loved Elohim, but that He loved us and sent His Son to be an atoning offering for our sins. 


1Jn 4:16  And we have known and believed the love that Elohim has for us. Elohim is love, and he who stays in love stays in Elohim, and Elohim in him. 

Love is the fufilment of the Torah. "When done in love, labor becomes rest." Elohim was and is and always will be love.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Ha Shem is Holiness and Sanctity

YHWH. His name itself is hallowed, holy. Sometimes we say "holy" so lightly, so trivially. What really is holy? Set-apart. YHWH. His name itself is a reflection upon His holiness. Let us not take His Name lightly. Let us not mention it trivially. Every time I think of it, my heart should remind me, for He is Holy.

I look upon YHWH as a maidservant looks to her mistress (Ps 123). She dares not look into her eyes. She lower her eyes, averting. As for YHWH, His countenance beholds the upright and the upright alone.

Besides someone talented and at something, say at playing the piano, I would feel hopelessly inadequate. That person, next to a master pianist, next to a professional, too, would feel hopelessly inadequate.

In the presense and in the holiness of the living YAH, would not you, I, and anyone else feel just so totally inadaquate. Even Daniel HaNavi, trembled. Even Yeshayahu, the great prophet who spoke divine words and revelations, out of whose mouth came forth oracles of God and the very Word of God Himself, even he felt wretched, unclean, and cursed. Woe is me!

The presence of God who is purity, cleanness, sanctity, holiness, in Himself would make the sinner fall down dead. The seemingly good man would feel dirty, unclean, and wretched. Why? He is a good man. He doen't steal, kill, or lie (much). The truth is, in the presence of God, our works, and we ourselves are nothing but filthy rags, and the word really means filthy menstrual cloths. Or imagine, a pile of sh-t.

Imagine a great king and ruler sitting on his throne. Imagine Solomon himself in all his splendour and glory. All his nobles, viceroys, subjects, all come to pay him homage, give his gifts, and curry his favor. In the great richness of the royal palace itself. The king commands his nobles to bring forth the gifts in honor of him. Imagine if a noble brings forth a mountain of sh-t. Another brings forth the aforementioned filthy rags. Presenting these before the king, they offer him the best of their abilities, the best that they could bring him, and they are so proud of it. They worked hard, toiled hard, did their very best, put their best effort at it, but to the rich king, it is still a pile of sh-t, it is still a dirty, filthy cloth. Abominable! How could you bring such a disgusting, reviling, thing before the king and present it to him as homage! The king would have your heads off! To kneel before the king and so say, "My lord, I bring before the best of my abilities, the hardest toil, my most treasured possession, and I present it to you, my king, that it may be pleasing, acceptable, and treasured in your most excellant sight!"

I've made my point. Case is closed. The king would not dream of accepting such a gift. With all his gold, splendour, riches, even silver would have been like common stones in Solomon's eyes.

So here I speak of holiness and sanctity. If in all our doing, we cannot even be holy enough to stand before God and be pleasing to Him. By myself, could I stand before Him, in His light and be perfectly perfect, totally without spot, blemish, or wrinkle, totally good, just, wise, loving, and in who I am good in His sight? Would He say to me, "This is my beloved daughter, in whom I am well-pleased."

Think a moment. Reflect upon your heart. Could I even stand if I saw God coming down in His perfect glory? Would I be pleasing in His sight? In the presence of the King of the Universe Melech Ha-Olam, Himself, would it really matter what my pastor said about me, what my teacher said about me, what my parents said about me? No, only what YHWH says of me would count.

The sheep and the goats. It really doesn't matter if I called Jesus my Lord and Savior, said the sinner's prayer five times a day, cast out legions and multitudes of demons, healed stadiumfulls of sick and hopeless people, raised the dead, called down fire from the sky and performed great and wondrous miracles that even the president of the United States holds me in awe. If God never knew me, then what would all that be? Useless. Wasted. Dung! For all eternity, all you would be - torment, regret in the world where the fire never dies and the worm is not quenched.

Hey, God is the one who calls. God is the one who chooses. And God is the one who makes us faithful! Only those called, chosen, and faithful will stand before Him for eternity. It is God who apprehends us, who called us by His eternal irresistable grace, and who chooses us though we did not chose Him. We would not have known Him except that He apprehended us, convicted us by His reality and holiness, and stuck us by His great power. Salvation is a miracle. He loved us first. There is nothing good in us to choose, want, or desire God. He called us, who were not his people, to be his people. Such is divine election. It is unquestionable. No one would dare question God, but neither dare I to presume upon Him. To those who did not know Him He revealed Himself. We often forget to realize we have done nothing to merit salvation. No, it is as simple as looking on Him whose sins we have nailed to the cross. They shall see Him whom they pierced. And then what? The spirit of grace and supplication leads them to repentence! Even repentence itself is a gift of God and a work of divine grace... mercy! Even that I should be allowed and given the grace to repent of my sins is itself unthinkable, incomprehensible! And so much more that I should be forgiven, and made a son of God!

There is nothing in me that is good, that would make me seek God and choose God. The fact is God found me, and put in me a desire for Him that would otherwise be impossible.

I can draw many conclusions on who the goats are, and God forbid that you or I should ever fall to such a reprehensible, perverted, twisted, and utterly lost state. It's not whether you or I deserve mercy or the grace of God. The fact is, the king extended his favor to some of those who brought forth a mountain of sh-t. Dare I say, that since he was forgiven, and the king removed all the sh-t from him, dare I expect the king to show me such favor when I bring before him a mountain of sh-t too? No of course not! The king was being merciful. God shows favor to whom he shows favor. God has mercy on whom he has mercy. None of us can ever claim favor before him, God shows partiality to no man. All of us are condemned by our very being. God is the same God who curses, and who blesses. God is the same God who strikes down, and who brings up. God is the same God who executes the judgments of His righteous fury, and the same God who provides atonement and redemption, an act of incomprehensible mercy, to the wretched sinner.

What strikes me about the goats is this. God did not know them. I can make two Scriptual conclusions on them.
According to John 17:

1) The goats did not have eternal life, obviously.
Eternal life is the Knowledge of God
The goats did not have eternal life.
Therefore the goats did not know God.

2) Whoever has eternal life lives in Christ, and Christ in Him
The goats did not have eternal life.
They did not live in Christ, nor Christ in them

3) Whoever is in Christ has the redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins.
The goats were not in Christ.
The goats did not have redemption, salvation, forgiveness of sin. (Col 1)

4) God did not know them.
Whoever loves God is known by Him.
Therefore the goats did not love God. (1 John)

5) The greatest commandment, according to Yeshua is to love God.
The goats did not love God.
The goats were did not keep God's commandments.

Which also can be proved because

6) Whoever loves God, keeps His commandments. (1 John 14)
The goats did not keep God's commandments.
The goats did not love God.

This can go on and on.

7) Whoever is in Christ has followed HIm, taken up their cross, been buried with Christ through the work of the cross and ressurected with Him, and lives the eternal life.
The goats did not have eternal life.
The goats were not in Christ.

Therefore, they did not obey Christ's command to take up their cross to follow Him.
Therefore they were not His disciples.
Therefore they were not His.
Therefore He did not keep them.
Therefore... before them and in them were death, sin, destruction, self, Satan, demons, the world, sinful society, sickness, disease, etc. etc. etc.

Yet what about the sheep.
1) God knew them.
Therefore they loved God.
Therefore God loved them (to love God is only possible if He loves us first!)
Therefore they kept His commandments. (As whoever loves God keeps His commandments)
Therefore they have eternal life, the very life of God lived in them. (Because His commandments are everlasting life)
Therefore they knew God.
Therefore they were disciples.
Therefore they have taken up their cross of follow Christ.
Therefore they loved their neighbour. (Because God loved them, they loved God, they were in Christ, they kept His commandsment, the second of which is to love their neighbour.

The list can go one. One was Light, one was darkness. One was truth, one was deception. Never was a contrast so sharply, clearly drawn. One was clean, the other unclean. One was holy, the other sinful. One was in God, one was without God.

Which one are you? By the grace of God each one of us stands. Even the keeping of His commandments is because:

1) He made a new covenant with us.
2) He put the torah in us, writing it on our hearts, therefore programming us already to be torah-obeservant, and much more so. How? Because we are in Christ, who was the perfection, fufilment, revelation, of the entire Torah itself, because the torah is the very personification of God and Christ was God, therefore Christ was the Torah. The Torah is life, Christ is life. Christ was the Word of God. The Torah was the Word of God. The Torah is pure and cleansing. And Christ was much more then the Torah! God is not a mere man. God is more than a man. Christ was not just a man, He was God. He was the walking Word of God. He was, and is, and is to come!
3) How did He put the torah into us? Because we are in Christ. Therefore we have been brought already into perfect Torah fulfilment. The Torah was our tutor. The Torah was a manifestation of God's holiness, God's set-apartness. The Torah showed us how far short we are from God. Above and Beyond us stands the Torah, the unchangeable standard of God. And the World beyond that barrier and beyond what we can see of God, that is the Torah, is a world unexplored by man. Christ has brought us into the World of God. Into the World of the Torah. Into the World of the Word. Otherwise unreachable. No, but that's where we sit, stand, and walk as sons of God.

Do you understand? In Christ, as sheep, as sons, as light, who we are is Christ, where we are is Christ, how we got there is Christ, how we live is Christ, how we breathe is Christ, how we live is Christ, we are in Christ!

THAT!... is eternal life. THAT! is holiness. That!... is everything so undescribably wonderful about our new life, our new body, every new and eternal. God is holy, holy, holy. God has made us holy, holy, holy. God is making us holy, holy, holy. God is going to make us, holy, holy, holy. What is the overiding truth? God has made us holy, holy, holy.

We are being transformed into His image and likeness day by day, but yes we have been, but yes we will be.

He took away our dung. We must first we willing ourselves to throw it away. He gave us the gifts. He took us by His hand. He made us clean, holy. Justification is that God has made us clean. Sanctification is that God has made us holy. And deception falls when we take only part of God and not His entire being. NO we cannot. He was, is, and is to come. Sanctification is the very fact that:




We forget God is very "dimensional", if i may say so. Often we reduce Him in our minds to fit our minds. Sometimes we see one part of Him and imagine it is the whole. Far from it! No, even more than three, four, or five-dimensional. He is "infinitely dimensional", meaning. He is Father, and Son, and Holy Spirit. He is yesterday, today, and forever. He is holy, holy holy. There are all inescapable in indispensable parts of His nature. He is still One. Adonai Echad! He is One. He will forever be One. And of course He is "wholly other", as Karl Barth said. How little do I know Him. And the little I know is already beyond my mind. Yes, God is above and beyond my mind. He is Spirit! I need faith.... Truly in the presence of God nothing is impossible. Absolutely nothing! If you and I really know Him as we should... the realities are endless... wait...the realities are eternal, infinite, unknowable, indescrible, + a thousand etceteras.

Really ridiculous is the fact that people think they can outthink or out do YHWH. No one can. Let no man make their own conclusion about God. Let no man have the utterly ridiculous and absorb presumption to presume upon Him and tka eHim for granted! Let us put our trust in Him and meditate, and dwell one, YHWH and YHWH alone! Let us know that His promises are a more than a fact!

Shema Yisrael. YHWH Eloheinu, YHWH Echad!

(Deuteronomy 6:4 HOT) שׁמע ישׂראל יהוה אלהינו יהוה אחד׃


A Song of degrees of David.
YHWH, my heart is not haughty, nor mine eyes lofty: neither do I exercise myself in great matters, or in things too high for me. Surely I have behaved and quieted myself, as a child that is weaned of his mother: my soul is even as a weaned child. Let Israel hope in the LORD from henceforth and for ever.
(Psalms 131:1-3 KJV)

And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God. For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling. And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power: That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God. Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought: But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory: Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God. For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual. But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man. For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? But we have the mind of Christ.
(1 Corinthians 2:1-16 KJV)


For as ye in times past have not believed God, yet have now obtained mercy through their unbelief: Even so have these also now not believed, that through your mercy they also may obtain mercy. For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, that he might have mercy upon all. O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been his counsellor? Or who hath first given to him, and it shall be recompensed unto him again?
(Romans 11:30-35 KJV)











Ha Shem is Holiness and Sanctity

YHWH. His name itself is hallowed, holy. Sometimes we say "holy" so lightly, so trivially. What really is holy? Set-apart. YHWH. His name itself is a reflection upon His holiness. Let us not take His Name lightly. Let us not mention it trivially. Every time I think of it, my heart should remind me, for He is Holy.

I look upon YHWH as a maidservant looks to her mistress (Ps 123). She dares not look into her eyes. She lower her eyes, averting. As for YHWH, His countenance beholds the upright and the upright alone.

Besides someone talented and at something, say at playing the piano, I would feel hopelessly inadequate. That person, next to a master pianist, next to a professional, too, would feel hopelessly inadequate.

In the presense and in the holiness of the living YAH, would not you, I, and anyone else feel just so totally inadaquate. Even Daniel HaNavi, trembled. Even Yeshayahu, the great prophet who spoke divine words and revelations, out of whose mouth came forth oracles of God and the very Word of God Himself, even he felt wretched, unclean, and cursed. Woe is me!

The presence of God who is purity, cleanness, sanctity, holiness, in Himself would make the sinner fall down dead. The seemingly good man would feel dirty, unclean, and wretched. Why? He is a good man. He doen't steal, kill, or lie (much). The truth is, in the presence of God, our works, and we ourselves are nothing but filthy rags, and the word really means filthy menstrual cloths. Or imagine, a pile of sh-t.

Imagine a great king and ruler sitting on his throne. Imagine Solomon himself in all his splendour and glory. All his nobles, viceroys, subjects, all come to pay him homage, give his gifts, and curry his favor. In the great richness of the royal palace itself. The king commands his nobles to bring forth the gifts in honor of him. Imagine if a noble brings forth a mountain of sh-t. Another brings forth the aforementioned filthy rags. Presenting these before the king, they offer him the best of their abilities, the best that they could bring him, and they are so proud of it. They worked hard, toiled hard, did their very best, put their best effort at it, but to the rich king, it is still a pile of sh-t, it is still a dirty, filthy cloth. Abominable! How could you bring such a disgusting, reviling, thing before the king and present it to him as homage! The king would have your heads off! To kneel before the king and so say, "My lord, I bring before the best of my abilities, the hardest toil, my most treasured possession, and I present it to you, my king, that it may be pleasing, acceptable, and treasured in your most excellant sight!"

I've made my point. Case is closed. The king would not dream of accepting such a gift. With all his gold, splendour, riches, even silver would have been like common stones in Solomon's eyes.

So here I speak of holiness and sanctity. If in all our doing, we cannot even be holy enough to stand before God and be pleasing to Him. By myself, could I stand before Him, in His light and be perfectly perfect, totally without spot, blemish, or wrinkle, totally good, just, wise, loving, and in who I am good in His sight? Would He say to me, "This is my beloved daughter, in whom I am well-pleased."

Think a moment. Reflect upon your heart. Could I even stand if I saw God coming down in His perfect glory? Would I be pleasing in His sight? In the presence of the King of the Universe Melech Ha-Olam, Himself, would it really matter what my pastor said about me, what my teacher said about me, or what my parents said about me? No, only what YHWH says of me would count.

The sheep and the goats. It really doesn't matter if I called Jesus my Lord and Savior, said the sinner's prayer five times a day, cast out legions and multitudes of demons, healed stadiumfulls of sick and hopeless people, raised the dead, called down fire from the sky and performed great and wondrous miracles that even the president of the United States holds me in awe. If God never knew me, then what would all that be? Useless. Wasted. Dung! For all eternity, all you would be - torment, regret in the world where the fire never dies and the worm is not quenched.

Hey, God is the one who calls. God is the one who chooses. And God is the one who makes us faithful! Only those called, chosen, and faithful will stand before Him for eternity. It is God who apprehends us, who called us by His eternal irresistable grace, and who chooses us though we did not chose Him. We would not have known Him except that He apprehended us, convicted us by His reality and holiness, and stuck us by His great power. Salvation is a miracle. He loved us first. There is nothing good in us to choose, want, or desire God. He called us, who were not his people, to be his people. Such is divine election. It is unquestionable. No one would dare question God, but neither dare I to presume upon Him. To those who did not know Him He revealed Himself. We often forget to realize we have done nothing to merit salvation. No, it is as simple as looking on Him whose sins we have nailed to the cross. They shall see Him whom they pierced. And then what? The spirit of grace and supplication leads them to repentence! Even repentence itself is a gift of God and a work of divine grace... mercy! Even that I should be allowed and given the grace to repent of my sins is itself unthinkable, incomprehensible! And so much more that I should be forgiven, and made a son of God!

There is nothing in me that is good, that would make me seek God and choose God. The fact is God found me, and put in me a desire for Him that would otherwise be impossible.

I can draw many conclusions on who the goats are, and God forbid that you or I should ever fall to such a reprehensible, perverted, twisted, and utterly lost state. It's not whether you or I deserve mercy or the grace of God. The fact is, the king extended his favor to some of those who brought forth a mountain of sh-t. Dare I say, that since he was forgiven, and the king removed all the sh-t from him, dare I expect the king to show me such favor when I bring before him a mountain of sh-t too? No of course not! The king was being merciful. God shows favor to whom he shows favor. God has mercy on whom he has mercy. None of us can ever claim favor before him, God shows partiality to no man. All of us are condemned by our very being. God is the same God who curses, and who blesses. God is the same God who strikes down, and who brings up. God is the same God who executes the judgments of His righteous fury, and the same God who provides atonement and redemption, an act of incomprehensible mercy, to the wretched sinner.

What strikes me about the goats is this. God did not know them. I can make two Scriptual conclusions on them.
According to John 17:

1) The goats did not have eternal life, obviously.
Eternal life is the Knowledge of God
The goats did not have eternal life.
Therefore the goats did not know God.

2) Whoever has eternal life lives in Christ, and Christ in Him
The goats did not have eternal life.
They did not live in Christ, nor Christ in them

3) Whoever is in Christ has the redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins.
The goats were not in Christ.
The goats did not have redemption, salvation, forgiveness of sin. (Col 1)

4) God did not know them.
Whoever loves God is known by Him.
Therefore the goats did not love God. (1 John)

5) The greatest commandment, according to Yeshua is to love God.
The goats did not love God.
The goats were did not keep God's commandments.

Which also can be proved because

6) Whoever loves God, keeps His commandments. (1 John 14)
The goats did not keep God's commandments.
The goats did not love God.

This can go on and on.

7) Whoever is in Christ has followed HIm, taken up their cross, been buried with Christ through the work of the cross and ressurected with Him, and lives the eternal life.
The goats did not have eternal life.
The goats were not in Christ.

Therefore, they did not obey Christ's command to take up their cross to follow Him.
Therefore they were not His disciples.
Therefore they were not His.
Therefore He did not keep them.
Therefore... before them and in them were death, sin, destruction, self, Satan, demons, the world, sinful society, sickness, disease, etc. etc. etc.

Yet what about the sheep.
1) God knew them.
Therefore they loved God.
Therefore God loved them (to love God is only possible if He loves us first!)
Therefore they kept His commandments. (As whoever loves God keeps His commandments)
Therefore they have eternal life, the very life of God lived in them. (Because His commandments are everlasting life)
Therefore they knew God.
Therefore they were disciples.
Therefore they have taken up their cross of follow Christ.
Therefore they loved their neighbour. (Because God loved them, they loved God, they were in Christ, they kept His commandsment, the second of which is to love their neighbour.

The list can go one. One was Light, one was darkness. One was truth, one was deception. Never was a contrast so sharply, clearly drawn. One was clean, the other unclean. One was holy, the other sinful. One was in God, one was without God.

Which one are you? By the grace of God each one of us stands. Even the keeping of His commandments is because:

1) He made a new covenant with us.
2) He put the torah in us, writing it on our hearts, therefore programming us already to be torah-obeservant, and much more so. How? Because we are in Christ, who was the perfection, fufilment, revelation, of the entire Torah itself, because the torah is the very personification of God and Christ was God, therefore Christ was the Torah. The Torah is life, Christ is life. Christ was the Word of God. The Torah was the Word of God. The Torah is pure and cleansing. And Christ was much more then the Torah! God is not a mere man. God is more than a man. Christ was not just a man, He was God. He was the walking Word of God. He was, and is, and is to come!
3) How did He put the torah into us? Because we are in Christ. Therefore we have been brought already into perfect Torah fulfilment. The Torah was our tutor. The Torah was a manifestation of God's holiness, God's set-apartness. The Torah showed us how far short we are from God. Above and Beyond us stands the Torah, the unchangeable standard of God. And the World beyond that barrier and beyond what we can see of God, that is the Torah, is a world unexplored by man. Christ has brought us into the World of God. Into the World of the Torah. Into the World of the Word. Otherwise unreachable. No, but that's where we sit, stand, and walk as sons of God.

Do you understand? In Christ, as sheep, as sons, as light, who we are is Christ, where we are is Christ, how we got there is Christ, how we live is Christ, how we breathe is Christ, how we live is Christ, we are in Christ!

THAT!... is eternal life. THAT! is holiness. That!... is everything so undescribably wonderful about our new life, our new body, every new and eternal. God is holy, holy, holy. God has made us holy, holy, holy. God is making us holy, holy, holy. God is going to make us, holy, holy, holy. What is the overiding truth? God has made us holy, holy, holy.

We are being transformed into His image and likeness day by day, but yes we have been, but yes we will be.

He took away our dung. We must first we willing ourselves to throw it away. He gave us the gifts. He took us by His hand. He made us clean, holy. Justification is that God has made us clean. Sanctification is that God has made us holy. And deception falls when we take only part of God and not His entire being. NO we cannot. He was, is, and is to come. Sanctification is the very fact that:




We forget God is very "dimensional", if i may say so. Often we reduce Him in our minds to fit our minds. Sometimes we see one part of Him and imagine it is the whole. Far from it! No, even more than three, four, or five-dimensional. He is "infinitely dimensional", meaning. He is Father, and Son, and Holy Spirit. He is yesterday, today, and forever. He is holy, holy holy. There are all inescapable in indispensable parts of His nature. He is still One. Adonai Echad! He is One. He will forever be One. And of course He is "wholly other", as Karl Barth said. How little do I know Him. And the little I know is already beyond my mind. Yes, God is above and beyond my mind. He is Spirit! I need faith.... Truly in the presence of God nothing is impossible. Absolutely nothing! If you and I really know Him as we should... the realities are endless... wait...the realities are eternal, infinite, unknowable, indescrible, + a thousand etceteras.

Really ridiculous is the fact that people think they can outthink or out do YHWH. No one can. Let no man make their own conclusion about God. Let no man have the utterly ridiculous and absorb presumption to presume upon Him and tka eHim for granted! Let us put our trust in Him and meditate, and dwell one, YHWH and YHWH alone! Let us know that His promises are a more than a fact!

Shema Yisrael. YHWH Eloheinu, YHWH Echad!

(Deuteronomy 6:4 HOT) שׁמע ישׂראל יהוה אלהינו יהוה אחד׃


A Song of degrees of David.
YHWH, my heart is not haughty, nor mine eyes lofty: neither do I exercise myself in great matters, or in things too high for me. Surely I have behaved and quieted myself, as a child that is weaned of his mother: my soul is even as a weaned child. Let Israel hope in the LORD from henceforth and for ever.
(Psalms 131:1-3 KJV)

And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God. For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling. And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power: That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God. Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought: But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory: Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God. For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual. But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man. For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? But we have the mind of Christ.
(1 Corinthians 2:1-16 KJV)


For as ye in times past have not believed God, yet have now obtained mercy through their unbelief: Even so have these also now not believed, that through your mercy they also may obtain mercy. For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, that he might have mercy upon all. O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been his counsellor? Or who hath first given to him, and it shall be recompensed unto him again?
(Romans 11:30-35 KJV)

















Ha Shem is Holiness and Sanctity

YHWH. His name itself is hallowed, holy. Sometimes we say "holy" so lightly, so trivially. What really is holy? Set-apart. YHWH. His name itself is a reflection upon His holiness. Let us not take His Name lightly. Let us not mention it trivially. Every time I think of it, my heart should remind me, for He is Holy.

I look upon YHWH as a maidservant looks to her mistress (Ps 123). She dares not look into her eyes. She lower her eyes, averting. As for YHWH, His countenance beholds the upright and the upright alone.

Besides someone talented and at something, say at playing the piano, I would feel hopelessly inadequate. That person, next to a master pianist, next to a professional, too, would feel hopelessly inadequate.

In the presense and in the holiness of the living YAH, would not you, I, and anyone else feel just so totally inadaquate. Even Daniel HaNavi, trembled. Even Yeshayahu, the great prophet who spoke divine words and revelations, out of whose mouth came forth oracles of God and the very Word of God Himself, even he felt wretched, unclean, and cursed. Woe is me!

The presence of God who is purity, cleanness, sanctity, holiness, in Himself would make the sinner fall down dead. The seemingly good man would feel dirty, unclean, and wretched. Why? He is a good man. He doen't steal, kill, or lie (much). The truth is, in the presence of God, our works, and we ourselves are nothing but filthy rags, and the word really means filthy menstrual cloths. Or imagine, a pile of sh-t.

Imagine a great king and ruler sitting on his throne. Imagine Solomon himself in all his splendour and glory. All his nobles, viceroys, subjects, all come to pay him homage, give his gifts, and curry his favor. In the great richness of the royal palace itself. The king commands his nobles to bring forth the gifts in honor of him. Imagine if a noble brings forth a mountain of sh-t. Another brings forth the aforementioned filthy rags. Presenting these before the king, they offer him the best of their abilities, the best that they could bring him, and they are so proud of it. They worked hard, toiled hard, did their very best, put their best effort at it, but to the rich king, it is still a pile of sh-t, it is still a dirty, filthy cloth. Abominable! How could you bring such a disgusting, reviling, thing before the king and present it to him as homage! The king would have your heads off! To kneel before the king and so say, "My lord, I bring before the best of my abilities, the hardest toil, my most treasured possession, and I present it to you, my king, that it may be pleasing, acceptable, and treasured in your most excellant sight!"

I've made my point. Case is closed. The king would not dream of accepting such a gift. With all his gold, splendour, riches, even silver would have been like common stones in Solomon's eyes.

So here I speak of holiness and sanctity. If in all our doing, we cannot even be holy enough to stand before God and be pleasing to Him. By myself, could I stand before Him, in His light and be perfectly perfect, totally without spot, blemish, or wrinkle, totally good, just, wise, loving, and in who I am good in His sight? Would He say to me, "This is my beloved daughter, in whom I am well-pleased."

Think a moment. Reflect upon your heart. Could I even stand if I saw God coming down in His perfect glory? Would I be pleasing in His sight? In the presence of the King of the Universe Melech Ha-Olam, Himself, would it really matter what my pastor said about me, what my teacher said about me, or what my parents said about me? No, only what YHWH says of me would count.

The sheep and the goats. It really doesn't matter if I called Jesus my Lord and Savior, said the sinner's prayer five times a day, cast out legions and multitudes of demons, healed stadiumfulls of sick and hopeless people, raised the dead, called down fire from the sky and performed great and wondrous miracles that even the president of the United States holds me in awe. If God never knew me, then what would all that be? Useless. Wasted. Dung! For all eternity, all you would be - torment, regret in the world where the fire never dies and the worm is not quenched.

Hey, God is the one who calls. God is the one who chooses. And God is the one who makes us faithful! Only those called, chosen, and faithful will stand before Him for eternity. It is God who apprehends us, who called us by His eternal irresistable grace, and who chooses us though we did not chose Him. We would not have known Him except that He apprehended us, convicted us by His reality and holiness, and stuck us by His great power. Salvation is a miracle. He loved us first. There is nothing good in us to choose, want, or desire God. He called us, who were not his people, to be his people. Such is divine election. It is unquestionable. No one would dare question God, but neither dare I to presume upon Him. To those who did not know Him He revealed Himself. We often forget to realize we have done nothing to merit salvation. No, it is as simple as looking on Him whose sins we have nailed to the cross. They shall see Him whom they pierced. And then what? The spirit of grace and supplication leads them to repentence! Even repentence itself is a gift of God and a work of divine grace... mercy! Even that I should be allowed and given the grace to repent of my sins is itself unthinkable, incomprehensible! And so much more that I should be forgiven, and made a son of God!

There is nothing in me that is good, that would make me seek God and choose God. The fact is God found me, and put in me a desire for Him that would otherwise be impossible.

I can draw many conclusions on who the goats are, and God forbid that you or I should ever fall to such a reprehensible, perverted, twisted, and utterly lost state. It's not whether you or I deserve mercy or the grace of God. The fact is, the king extended his favor to some of those who brought forth a mountain of sh-t. Dare I say, that since he was forgiven, and the king removed all the sh-t from him, dare I expect the king to show me such favor when I bring before him a mountain of sh-t too? No of course not! The king was being merciful. God shows favor to whom he shows favor. God has mercy on whom he has mercy. None of us can ever claim favor before him, God shows partiality to no man. All of us are condemned by our very being. God is the same God who curses, and who blesses. God is the same God who strikes down, and who brings up. God is the same God who executes the judgments of His righteous fury, and the same God who provides atonement and redemption, an act of incomprehensible mercy, to the wretched sinner.

What strikes me about the goats is this. God did not know them. I can make two Scriptual conclusions on them.
According to John 17:

1) The goats did not have eternal life, obviously.
Eternal life is the Knowledge of God
The goats did not have eternal life.
Therefore the goats did not know God.

2) Whoever has eternal life lives in Christ, and Christ in Him
The goats did not have eternal life.
They did not live in Christ, nor Christ in them

3) Whoever is in Christ has the redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins.
The goats were not in Christ.
The goats did not have redemption, salvation, forgiveness of sin. (Col 1)

4) God did not know them.
Whoever loves God is known by Him.
Therefore the goats did not love God. (1 John)

5) The greatest commandment, according to Yeshua is to love God.
The goats did not love God.
The goats were did not keep God's commandments.

Which also can be proved because

6) Whoever loves God, keeps His commandments. (1 John 14)
The goats did not keep God's commandments.
The goats did not love God.

This can go on and on.

7) Whoever is in Christ has followed HIm, taken up their cross, been buried with Christ through the work of the cross and ressurected with Him, and lives the eternal life.
The goats did not have eternal life.
The goats were not in Christ.

Therefore, they did not obey Christ's command to take up their cross to follow Him.
Therefore they were not His disciples.
Therefore they were not His.
Therefore He did not keep them.
Therefore... before them and in them were death, sin, destruction, self, Satan, demons, the world, sinful society, sickness, disease, etc. etc. etc.

Yet what about the sheep.
1) God knew them.
Therefore they loved God.
Therefore God loved them (to love God is only possible if He loves us first!)
Therefore they kept His commandments. (As whoever loves God keeps His commandments)
Therefore they have eternal life, the very life of God lived in them. (Because His commandments are everlasting life)
Therefore they knew God.
Therefore they were disciples.
Therefore they have taken up their cross of follow Christ.
Therefore they loved their neighbour. (Because God loved them, they loved God, they were in Christ, they kept His commandsment, the second of which is to love their neighbour.

The list can go one. One was Light, one was darkness. One was truth, one was deception. Never was a contrast so sharply, clearly drawn. One was clean, the other unclean. One was holy, the other sinful. One was in God, one was without God.

Which one are you? By the grace of God each one of us stands. Even the keeping of His commandments is because:

1) He made a new covenant with us.
2) He put the torah in us, writing it on our hearts, therefore programming us already to be torah-obeservant, and much more so. How? Because we are in Christ, who was the perfection, fufilment, revelation, of the entire Torah itself, because the torah is the very personification of God and Christ was God, therefore Christ was the Torah. The Torah is life, Christ is life. Christ was the Word of God. The Torah was the Word of God. The Torah is pure and cleansing. And Christ was much more then the Torah! God is not a mere man. God is more than a man. Christ was not just a man, He was God. He was the walking Word of God. He was, and is, and is to come!
3) How did He put the torah into us? Because we are in Christ. Therefore we have been brought already into perfect Torah fulfilment. The Torah was our tutor. The Torah was a manifestation of God's holiness, God's set-apartness. The Torah showed us how far short we are from God. Above and Beyond us stands the Torah, the unchangeable standard of God. And the World beyond that barrier and beyond what we can see of God, that is the Torah, is a world unexplored by man. Christ has brought us into the World of God. Into the World of the Torah. Into the World of the Word. Otherwise unreachable. No, but that's where we sit, stand, and walk as sons of God.

Do you understand? In Christ, as sheep, as sons, as light, who we are is Christ, where we are is Christ, how we got there is Christ, how we live is Christ, how we breathe is Christ, how we live is Christ, we are in Christ!

THAT!... is eternal life. THAT! is holiness. That!... is everything so undescribably wonderful about our new life, our new body, every new and eternal. God is holy, holy, holy. God has made us holy, holy, holy. God is making us holy, holy, holy. God is going to make us, holy, holy, holy. What is the overiding truth? God has made us holy, holy, holy.

We are being transformed into His image and likeness day by day, but yes we have been, but yes we will be.

He took away our dung. We must first we willing ourselves to throw it away. He gave us the gifts. He took us by His hand. He made us clean, holy. Justification is that God has made us clean. Sanctification is that God has made us holy. And deception falls when we take only part of God and not His entire being. NO we cannot. He was, is, and is to come. Sanctification is the very fact that:




We forget God is very "dimensional", if i may say so. Often we reduce Him in our minds to fit our minds. Sometimes we see one part of Him and imagine it is the whole. Far from it! No, even more than three, four, or five-dimensional. He is "infinitely dimensional", meaning. He is Father, and Son, and Holy Spirit. He is yesterday, today, and forever. He is holy, holy holy. There are all inescapable in indispensable parts of His nature. He is still One. Adonai Echad! He is One. He will forever be One. And of course He is "wholly other", as Karl Barth said. How little do I know Him. And the little I know is already beyond my mind. Yes, God is above and beyond my mind. He is Spirit! I need faith.... Truly in the presence of God nothing is impossible. Absolutely nothing! If you and I really know Him as we should... the realities are endless... wait...the realities are eternal, infinite, unknowable, indescrible, + a thousand etceteras.

Really ridiculous is the fact that people think they can outthink or out do YHWH. No one can. Let no man make their own conclusion about God. Let no man have the utterly ridiculous and absorb presumption to presume upon Him and tka eHim for granted! Let us put our trust in Him and meditate, and dwell one, YHWH and YHWH alone! Let us know that His promises are a more than a fact!

Shema Yisrael. YHWH Eloheinu, YHWH Echad!

(Deuteronomy 6:4 HOT) שׁמע ישׂראל יהוה אלהינו יהוה אחד׃


A Song of degrees of David.
YHWH, my heart is not haughty, nor mine eyes lofty: neither do I exercise myself in great matters, or in things too high for me. Surely I have behaved and quieted myself, as a child that is weaned of his mother: my soul is even as a weaned child. Let Israel hope in the LORD from henceforth and for ever.
(Psalms 131:1-3 KJV)

And I, brethren, when I came to you, came not with excellency of speech or of wisdom, declaring unto you the testimony of God. For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness, and in fear, and in much trembling. And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man's wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power: That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God. Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought: But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory: Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God. For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God. Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual. But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man. For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? But we have the mind of Christ.
(1 Corinthians 2:1-16 KJV)


For as ye in times past have not believed God, yet have now obtained mercy through their unbelief: Even so have these also now not believed, that through your mercy they also may obtain mercy. For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, that he might have mercy upon all. O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been his counsellor? Or who hath first given to him, and it shall be recompensed unto him again?
(Romans 11:30-35 KJV)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

World's Worst Hebrew Flop

"Aww.. " you say, "It doesn't look that bad". That's the terrible part!

Last thursday, I went and bought a lovely new permanent marker to try out hebrew calligraphy. It works really well. On New Year's Day I tried it on from a passage in Isaiah, "My house shall be called a house of prayer". I made several mistakes. (Ah... I'm grateful God made me chinese. I think Chinese people are gifted a copying things.) My lameds and mems were out of shape, miserable looking. My qophs could do with some work. I made only one letter-for-letter mistake, and that was a he instead of a tav on the bottom line, but that was fixed with some correction ink. Some bets were tall, some were short. The ayins did not look like the same letter. On the whole though, it looked pretty close to the original.

And if my readers think that's bad enough, I was a too intently copying letter-by-letter I did not notice one HUGE mistake. As I reached the end i was thinking, "Well, its only practice.... HEY, why are all my final MEMs at the beginning of words?" AIYO (Chinese exclamation of pain and horror)... I COPIED EVERYTHING BACKWARD!

Here's where it gets even more confusing. Hebrew is written right to left, not left to right. I've gotten used to that, so no way would I write something left-to-right if it's printed out for me right to left, meaning I wouldn't reverse the order. \

To get this passage nicely centered, I copied the hebrew text into windows wordpad and seperated the words into lines, then centered them, then put the organized words into windows paint and drew a nice red line through the middle (to the center the words). So what happened was, somewhere in the process, on the computer, some program couldn't read the right-to-left and automatically read the words left-to-right, reversing (!) the hebrew. Aiyo... why didn't I notice it earlier? Why didn't I check the picture before copying it out.

Yet I don't feel like it was a morning's wasted work. At least I wasn't using kosher vellum and kosher ink, or else that would have been a superb waste. A little bit of permanent marker and art-block... plus I gained good experience in practicing my hebrew calligraphy... even if I wrote the backwards language backwards which is rightward in English but backword in Hebrew... grr...

So, what did I learn?


1) Diligence is checking and double-checking to prevent waste of time and resources
2) Humility includes knowing that whatever talent I have is a gift from God and has nothing to do with my own talent and merit.
3) Diligence is finishing well, and completing a task, not giving up even though it's not the best. There's always something to learn.
4) Stewardship includes wisely taking care of the time, treasure, talents, and truths God has given me and
5) Generosity is not selfishly using God's gifts and mercies for my own gain but to bless others.
6) Hebrew is written right to left!
7) Orderliness is arranging my life to bring glory to God!

Right now, I'm in the midst of organizin my room, which is a miniature food studio, haberdashery, sewing room, library, (used to be a music practice studio too, with three big instruments!), recycling center, crafter's haven, costume wardrobe, writer's retreat, etc. How can I arrange this small little room with 10-11 pieces of furniture, including around 10 drawers, 4 cupboards, 17 shelves, 1 folding desk, 1 bed, 1 round little display table, and 1 trundle... to bring glory to God?

I do have many things with lots of potential to be made into something beautiful! But I need them organized so that I know what I have. I need to organize my time, so that I can do what I need to do first, and I do need to start making things to give away or sell so that I don't end up hoarding pretty bits of wrapping paper stingy.... sorry... stringy bits of yarn and fiddly bits of cardboard.

I could give things away, but children in this country have so many pretty things that can be bought easily with little money. I do wonder about selling the crafts I make (like Pesach greeting cards) as a home business, but that would take my time, and I truly do realise that the best use of my time is in the presence of God and anything apart from God's presence is really not worth it in light of eternity.

Even reading craft books, cooking, watching Bible movies, writing for my blog, DOES IT FEED MY MIND OR MY SPIRIT? I mean, many non-sinful actvivities are useful and not a blatant waste of time, and do help people. Two questions I can ask.

!) Will I look back in ten year's time and regret spending time on this?
2) Can I imagine Yeshua doing such a thing God doing such a thing with me?
3) Is God pleased with it? Does it glorify God?
4) Does it feed my spirit?
5) What are its fruit? Does it benefit others?
6) Is my conscience at ease.
7) Is this being a wise steward of my time, knowing that every day I live is a gift from God and I have no right to it?
And like questions...

Just because something, like cooking for the family, doesn't feed one's spirit but one's body doesn't mean its a waste of time. Yeshua spent 30 years being a carpenter. Let's take a case example of using these questions

Case #1:
Sleeping an extra two hours every day.

1) I will regret wasting my youth sleeping too much
2) Yeshua was an diligent worker and a early riser who took mornings (and whole nights) communing with the Father.
3) Nope.
4) Nope, my flesh.
5) Eye-bags. grouchiness, wasted time,
6) Nope.
7) Nope.

Anyway, you'd get the picture. My ramblings have gone on long enough :)

YHWH bless you, preserve you, and root you in Him throughout this year. May He save your soul.


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